lost

fading remnants of a life of happiness
memories scattered still remain
reminding me of my sorrow
everything i know now is pain
a black cloud consumes me in darkness
light peeks through to show me im lost
im lost in my memories of you
into this life i am tossed
where am i going
what am i doing
when am i done
who have i become
never ask why there is no reason
perception like fashion
changes every season
shadows cast from others light
brush across my soul
touching, changing, wavy, unsteady
i think ive lost control